Pursuing and Being Pursued War

Pursuing and Being Pursued War
instigating background power is conversion training minister

I met God's word of New heaven and New earth in 2006 for the first time. and then I passed over to NHNE church.
As the society misunderstands NHNE, I couldn't help keeping my religion secret from my family.
I belonged to J university and I told one of my friends my faith in NHNE.
the friend informed the fact to my family and I argued with my family that night.

The next day I had to meet the minister from my former church and I was grounded without cell phone for a month. After that I had to study bible for a week with my ex-minister.

I wanted my faith to be accepted. But every night we fought about religion, I was hit by my father. So I pretended to be converted to the former church and concealed my true faith in NHNE. And two years passed.

Meanwhile I restarted to walk by faith in J church.
but the leader of my group in church was converted and revealed my religion to my family.
Since then my parents didn't work well and their health was getting worse.

Also the covert informed my church and I was expelled from the church.

As I know that convert training is to kidnap and to take without agreement, I moved to another place inevitably.
My parents and sister came to see me on Sunday night 1am.
But I wasn't there already so they couldn't meet me and wandered in downtown until 5am and went back home. Their health got worse and worse.

On Tuesday I was supposed to meet my sister in downtown in S with the youth leader in NHNE.
She said she didn't know the conversion training.
She heard from somewhere I attended NHNE church and wanted to meet me who delayed to go home again and again.

I explained the conversion training system and those ministers and made sure I would never join the program and went home that day.
I explained the conversion training system to my mother again and made sure I would never accept the training.
My mother and sister admitted the part and we took a trip together.
But they decided to send me to the conversion training program after they went to church on Wednesday night and consulted with the minister
My parents told me that on Thursday morning and I rejected.
But my parents seemed to have a plan with the converting pastors and my rejection wasn't accepted. My parents said it was their dearest wish and made every effort to take me to the program.

I argued with my parents for that for an hour and I finally agreed to go there. My cell phone was taken and I informed the situation to my boyfriend. Soon my family and I left for Beolgyo which the conversion training church located.

When I arrived there, the minister ignored me and told my parents many things without explaining the introduction or schedule to me who will have the program.
At first training place was to change but for the wish to get out of the place I said I would like to stay there.
I had one more suggestion that I would want to have the training with the youth leader of NHNE from the beginning to the end even if NHNE is wrong. The reason why I could be saved by the people from NHNE with the police in the middle of the program and for that condition I wouldn't want to start the converting education.
But nobody listened to me.

The minister assaulted me verbally saying even one of the leaders of 12 tribes couldn't answer his question and he would meet the president of NHNE and the others are nothing.
He blamed NHNE that the people got out without conversion accused him of sexual harassment and mentioned the incident which husband hammered and killed his wife who attended NHNE church.

I just talked about the conversion but It didn't go well owing to the abuse of NHNE. We both had strong self-assertion, so the minister left me and had my parents conclude the end. After that I had to fight against a deaconess organizer between my family and me.

The deaconess told the story of her daughter who was addicted to NHNE and converted back. She said NHNE insisted on fulfilling the bible history in 2~3years and her daughter gave up everything, often ran from home and walked by NHNE religion

In that manner I got tired and checked time to go to restroom and it was 12:30pm two hours went by.
When I went to restroom, my mother accompanied me. When I was back, the situation was changed. They wanted to start the education.
My family and the ministers said I was just to listen to the education for three days and if I were not converted, they would let me go.
But I couldn't start it because I saw many fellow believers who believed three days and couldn't come back.
I asked them for schedule for three days and they seemed to like to show it to me but later they cursed NHNE instead.

Sometime later, the police came and I wanted to talk to them out of the building but my family held me and the ministers and the people on the side locked the door and made me not look out by drawing the blind.

The situation that I had to scream made my sister slap my face and my lip was bleeding.
Meanwhile the converting deaconess photographed me and got upset by herself that my fellow believers abused her verbally.
From the first day I asked for face to face meeting and they could deal with me gently. But they ignored me so I couldn't avoid to call the police.
I could barely got out of the building and the police talked how to go home.
Then the minister who disappeared after the police came showed up and said that he wanted to talk to us.
We didn't accept it and the people on the side of the church shoved us aside saying do not make a scene in front of the church from now on.

We came back home and my church youth leader and I made a written promise and I came back to my place.
Since then my family's health got worse and couldn't work well.
My sister took a week off in her company from the day she looked for me.
Since the day I had converting training, my parents and sister have been getting by with hospital and medicine.

I also feel very uncomfortable with conversion all the time and can't move alone so I reef my sails. My body condition is very bad owing to the stress.

How can we say this is the pastor and the education done by pastor who cares the sheep?

Because of the conversion training, I can't see my parents even on their birthday . We used to get along very well but since then they always talk to me about conversion on the phone.

The thing makes a bone of contention of the family is not NHNE.
It is conversion training.



*NHNE = NEW HEAVEN AND NEW EARTH