Terrible nightmare's day

Terrible nightmare's day

I appreciate to people who send us the story' examples about sufferers by education of religious conversion once again, and we changed the words which can be exposed their identity and the sufferer's real name was altered to the false name.
The principal purpose which we notify examples about people's painful experience by converts is for that it doesn't happen beating, confinement, acts of violence, leaving home, giving up one´s studies, divorce and broken families any more in the Republic of Korea, and is for that we let people know depth about acts of barbarity for profits of educators who are converted by compulsion illegally.

Today our family said that we were going to go to eat ducks at Duck village of Hasingog in Pochon. I followed my son and my daughter as that my son got a week´s holiday from his job and my second daughter who usually goes to navigator mission enthusiastically also said to go there together. So I couldn't opt out of it. I didn't know why, but I did not want to go there. The situation was felt to me as if a cow was taken to a slaughterhouse. However, I seemed to like as children because azalea, a the golden-bell tree and cherry blossoms were in full bloom between ways of Uijeongbu. How dare they think to take me like that..

My son became to know that I had attended Shinchonji since January in 2009, and he saw writings which were written on the Internet, and he planed under Conversion pastors´ directions, and two of my daughters and my son made a plan as leaders. They siad that they could not live without me but they did not try to listen my any words. They listened others' words and how dare they changed like this by their words.

The pastors, who make a convert of a person let my children kidnap secretly and play both sides against the middle between parents and children. How dare these people are pastors.

The place which took me to go to have lunch was to make a convert of a person. It was like a devil's den. There was not freedom, and I had to sleep in a motel which they prepared or a church which the pastors own. I was lifting up my voice saying that I was sick but they did not listen it. The children who are very good took me by force. And they let me sit down by compulsion and let me listen their words which did not make sense of. That was their education. For the education's progress my son and daughters shouted me that I did not answer correctly by me. And my son and daughters rained abuses upon that to see that children were dead was the way to bring to myself. And If I would not be converted, my son and daughters said that they would be dead. They made a suicide fuss, so I was too hard and painful. I had to send time like a bad dream in my mind.

My son and daughters took my mobile phone from me, followed me whenever I went to toilet and kept me like that. They thought that if I went home, I would run away from them and I would contact with Shinchonji's church. So I slept outside because of my children who were under pastor's orders like these. How dare these pastors who ordered these behaviors to my children could be human. My children were following the pastor's any words to save mother who believed in Shinchonji. They were frantic by their words, lost their reason and became figures like beasts. How dare I express this fear and unjust situation with words.

The pastors who made a convert of a person interpreted thoughtlessly bible words for 10 hours their words which didn't make sense. Because their words were beyond all reason I was stifled and couldn't answer any words. When I sometimes answered they gave a bad account of me. Their aim was 3 days, but I did not fill 3 days of education for conversion and I came back home. With this reason why I did not convert the children dealt me with a worm and began to watched me again.

The old daughter and second daughter were fatigue and my son called continually to say that he would kill Shinchonji's an evangelist. And he were still stuffy and used violence at her house by the reason why maternal uncle's wife took me to Shinchonji. I could not live any more, blurring with tears with the children like those. I got absentminded, didn't have a meal for 6 days, and held out by drinking only water. All the strength drained out of my body, so I could not sit down and stand up. The children were keeping me in the condition like this, not to run away. My children said that I were drinking only water, but she was not dead with this condition. So the children let me eat boned rib of pork, hand over this house and go out. At a 7th day I got up and ate rice porridge barely. I had no place to go, but even if I slept in the open, I could not live with the children. So I went out of the house. My daughter did not want to send me because Shinchonji was a place to sell person's soul. My sister, my younger sister, my husband and deacons who had been to Shinchonji with heard the news and came my son.

Religious belief is free, but how dare mother confined and took mother's freedom. They persuaded that undutifulness should not be allowed to your parents and spoke instructive words. But the son were anger to the people who were from Shinchonji without listening their any words, who listened so well the conversion pastor's words.

My second daughter came to me in the evening, and she provoked a quarrel to me. She asked why I took deacons, and said that I was contemptible because I was a liar. She saw that I were reading a bible and she asked that this behavior was taught by Shinchonji and began to heap calumny on Shinchonji. I warned to stop it, but she ignored my words. Eventually I pulled her hair and hit her. So she pulled my hair and hit me too. I couldn't breathe and get out of this situation. As a mother I didn't want to know about that I met with this condition. However my chagrin was become to known to the world and I wrote with brave, not to happen affair like this again.

I made a declaration to police. But because that it was house's task, there was no way and any penalty can't come to me. I thought that these things would be others' affairs, but I didn't know that it happened to me. How will you do if you experienced this in you dream? It was reality like a nightmare. This was unfair. Although parents were wrong, how dare this could happen. The pastors who made a convert of a person brainwashed my children. And they let my children carry off me and do violence to me. How dare they got their cheese their hurts to get from the pastors' group after that my children realized that they did this behavior to me later. Also how I can get compensation about hurts that I got my children.

I want to forgive my children who don't know what they made a mistake, and want be nice to them. Now this situation came but I will do my best for that my children become sons and daughters of heaven.