'What is a result of rejection
about education for religious conversion?
The result : the last way which educators take about that
is to put a person into a mental hospital'
I appreciate to people who send us the story' examples about sufferers by education of religious conversion once again, and we changed the words which can be exposed their identity and the sufferer's real name was altered to the false name.
The principal purpose which we notify examples about people's painful experience by converts is for that it doesn't happen beating, confinement, acts of violence, leaving home, giving up one´s studies, divorce and broken families any more in the Republic of Korea, and is for that we let people know depth about acts of barbarity for profits of educators who are converted by compulsion illegally.
I am a young man who belongs to a young men's association of Shinchonji (a new heaven and a new earth : the Lord Jesus of temple, that is, the tabernacle of the Testimony). I am a senior who is in 'o' university in Daejeon. At that time I was in a junior. I knew it after which my mother, my mother's sister who is an evangelist and 'L' deacon : a guide who led me to Shinchonji made a plan to take me for education of religious conversion already beginning with one month ago. L deacon who led me to belong to Shinchonji from presbyterian church is a person who went to same presbyterian church with me in the old days. When we go to the presbyterian church together in former days she got troubles with people in the church too and also she did not settle there like that she did in Shinchonji. So she went out the church and met a missionary and through the missionary she was led to Shinchonji. After one year she contacted me frequently so I met her and I was led to Shinchonji. But presently the introducer did not adapt to Shinchonji again, she went out Shinchonji the reason why she was hurt herself from its people without reserve. And she went to 'S' church of Jochiwon in which is a minister who converses a person's religion and persecutes Shinchonji without reason.
The introducer: L deacon was as a believer in the S church and she told the church's minister saying that she worried about me. And the minister called my house's people and peaceful my house began to break up because of it.
The purpose of taking me for Conversion Education by using a wrong way of thinking which Shinchonji is absolutely heresy and unfair claims which is criticized the pastor and his group agitated emotionally my mother's sister : an evangelist and mother. A week ago which they take me to Conversion Education I went out a college for a while to meet my mother at lunchtime because I had a luncheon engagement with mother leaving afternoon classes. But mother made me go to Chungju which mother's aunt who came from Gunsan after a long time required to go to together because there is an eating house which is famous for delicious food. So I, my mother and aunt went to Chungju in a aunt's car. For going there we talked, laughing and joking together in comfortable atmosphere without mentioning Conversion Education. For going I did not confirm the road signs because I believed them: a familly.
We got off in Jochiwon and had lunch. And we got in a aunt's car again, and I thought to go back to a college again, but suddenly she stopped a car in front of a church. For coming here in a car they had already took my mobile phone as the same time as saying that she gave it to her for a moment. She stopped the car in front of the 'S' church which I mentioned before and aunt and mother made me greeted to pastor who converts a person's religion by force and his wife. And aunt and my mother took me to a place belong to church which educates people religiously, saying that we went to the place for a while
Without the atmosphere which just before we had for lunch time, they took me the bleak place. Aunt said to me "I knew that you went to Shinchonji through 'L' deacon and this is a Conversion pastor for converting your thoughts learned from Shinchonji. He will help you. If you educate only for three days, you can go back to your house."
Until now when I saw my friends who was taken by force, I knew her words are not true because I knew that the term educated for three days was a bait. Also I didn't like to be left out lessons during the college's term. And I am a student of university, so I am an adult. So I thought that it was not right that I had to be educated something without oneself's agreement. I asserted that it is not right that someone's faith is judged and is repressed in the country which is religion's freedom. But my mother and aunt were already agitated by the 'K' pastor's claim and pretended not to have heard my claims. They exclaimed their claims loudly more and more emotionally.
They ordered me to call to the university and to say that you can't go there for three days. So I called to university by force. Already my cellular phone and bag was taken from family. By their interception like these I can not contact with anyone outside. They took the money and mobile phone from me by force, with this condition in the place for education they watched me closely and ignored my all opinion and behaviors over and over again with behaviors which are not moral and which I can not understand with common sense. 'K' minister pulled wires from behind my family indirectly and continually. So their emotion has boiled, my mother and me got trouble directly. At the first day, the pastor and his group talked to me with pathetic words continually and worse than before condition. The words are not fair information but stories which people who leave Shinchonji made up.
They made my parents's mind and emotion confused by saying that wrong information is like right and exact information and they were receiving money for the education more than 241.64dollars (USD). By Sin□□' ridiculous doctrines who is removed from Shinchonji by his dishonest behaviors my parents were abusing Shinchonji and the pastor and his groups used to show a video by making stories which I have never seen in Shinchonji. In the middle of Conversion Education they said to me that 'L' deacon came here and they gave me the time which I talk with 'L' deacon. And the guide: 'L' daecon who led to this Conversion Education by force appealed to me that Shinchonji is not right, saying its people's hurt.
She quibbled with over and over again as a herself emotion about my word which to walk by faith was not able to change with to receive a little hurts by people there and to lead a religious life is to believe in God. The deacon began to tell me with lying a lot about Shinchonji. But I have known the Shinchonji's people and the life because that I have walked by faith more than one year in Shinchonji. And the pastor came in the room again and educated hard by himself to me which I have never listened.
In the place which educates people CCTV was set up, but I did not confirm if where they monitor. However they seemed to take in detail my figures which I got the education. When I went to toilet my family kept an eye on the my movements and with such an oppressive feeling I felt that I had not anyone who I appealed my physical strength fell rapidly. I said them to call the police because of your unfair behaviors, and they allowed me to do like that. But I had nothing to contact and I can not help bearing alone, being watched closely from them.
At the first day, it's case was finished, bothering each other, we went to a hotel and mother's aunt, 'L' deacon and my mother slept together in one room. Wherever I go, they surrounded me, and when I go to toilet, if there is no an indication of a person being around, they would open the door in the toilet or would knock continually. I tried to contact to people of Shinchonji with any way when it is morning. After dawn, an evangelist: mother's aunt went back home for church and only my mother and the guide watched a my movements.
By buffet of the day before, I got symptoms of enteritis and appealed a stomachache. However mother and the guide were no concern of this, they said me that I had to have breakfast and get the education. They took me to a dining room forcibly. I could not the food and I go to toilet over and over again with an empty stomach, I took a medicine in a pharmacy by intolerable condition of my body. They thought that I run away, caught me with my arms folded on both sides.
When I went to the place for education, I appealed a stomachache and said them that I had to go to hospital. But the pastor was busy to prepare the education only, my mother was worried about me, but she allowed me to do everything in the place for education.
At the second day, the education started with groundless contents and I sit down there being ignored my will by them. The pastor required to answer by force frequently and said name of the president of Shinchonji indiscriminately. Although he is hostile the president of Shinchonji, his actions like these are groundless. What are his actions? In spite of that he has his parents with he said the name of the president of Shinchonji thoughtlessly who is much older than the pastor. And he vilified him with a lot words as if the pastor met him for all that the pastor did not meet him.
I have already known that my parents gave them money for Conversion Education, but my mother said that she did not do such behavior and denied it. And she justified every thing which I experienced unduly there. Continuously I refused the Conversion Education, so my mother said that she would send me to the mental hospital if I refused it continuously. She also said I seemed to be insane, and if she couldn't control me any more, I would be sent to the mental hospital obviously.
By reason of their information which is not truth and only made up a fictitious story and wrong behaviors I became to hear that they will shut me in the mental hospital in a day who had a good time in a life of faith and had quite a time in a college.
Their method is like that. If they can not deal with me by their power, the last way is to send to the mental hospital. When I don't exist with my parents, they deceive parents and family such words which I mentioned before and themselves look like honest and trustworthy, but they let parents speak an acrimonious tongue. That is the their maneuvers. I insisted that it is the compulsion and it is confinement, but they did not explain properly about it and just said repeatedly how it is compulsion and how it is confinement.
A building of S church is located at the secluded place, so people can not get attention however hard I may shake my hand through the window and however loud I cry out. I said desperately to want to go out to the end and let's talk together outside, so they let me go out but still the pastor, his wife, the guide: 'L' deacon and my mother surrounded me, after all mother beat with a stick and she has never done like that and she beat me directly with her hand...The pestering continued outside of church. I tried to stop her and my mother who is emotionally charged beat stronger and stronger. I threw out forcefully by her on the street covered with ground, the people of a village who seem to think that they treat a crazy person saw such a state of condition, but they greeted the pastor uneventfully, and passed by.
The pastor and his wife said a word which let me get anger and anger, with a peaceful look aside her. My mother was against me emotionally, listening to their words. For one hour I was rolled at the bottom, and dragged me by the hair continuously. She looked like exhausted and asked me to talk for a moment, However I said to her that I had no thought to receive Conversion Education to the last, so she told me that she will stop if your opinion is like that. And she said to go to my way and turned ones back on.
Anyone did not catch me any more and I got out the church without anything, borrowed a phone from a supermarket which I came by, called to my people of Shinchonji, explained them the position which I am in, and I took my bag from the hotel which I slept. At that time the pastor, the guide and my mother who got in a car which many people can carry called me precipitately. I wanted not to be suppressed again from them, quickly jumped into a roadway and got in someone's car. The pastor's group chased me with his car.
With difficulty I exclude the pastor's group, got down from the car in front of a police, and explained the situations. Once again I called my people of Shinchonji, told them these situations, promised to meet in the middle of branch. And I was protected by the police, took a taxi and could meet my people of Shinchonji again.
Two days that I spent was too long to me and I was surprised a lot because I had never experienced it before. So I can not get courage to go home again right now, the people of Shinchonji protected me from them. And I became to sleep in a house of my friend of Shinchonji. In Shinchonji told me that perhaps my parents could worry about that I didn't go home and that I had better contact to parents. So I contacted to parents rightly.
The next day, I went to college again, by the care of people of Shinchonji my body condition has improved considerably. Again as like that there was nothing to happen I was taking lessons, my mother came college to meet me at the time of ending lessons. After coming home I received my mobile phone, my mother tried to persuade me to convert my religion again, telling faulty and wrong information which she heard from the pastor who convert religion.
Under the pretense of Conversion Education, until now there are too many people who are drawn along without any reason. As an adult, we have freedom to be able to get and do anything which we need and want in the world, however how dare can there happen detention without asking oneself' opinion, acts of violence and family troubles in the country which has freedom of religion.
Without knowing these facts exactly, in the mass media are showing features unlike public service broadcasting by collecting inequal materials of the pastors for education to convert religion.
Around me there are also people who do not live well and can't study in a college constantly because by the Conversion Pastor they were enforced to suspend their college education. Also in a part of the worst circumstance there was a husband who killed his wife after taking her to the Conversion Education. The Conversion Pastor who leads parents' mind to wrong thing is a principal offense of family troubles, and is the ringleader who induce to leave home. The guide: 'L' deacon and my mother were contacting each other continuously, and mother told my story in her church's people. With impulsive appeal of her church's people she was persuading me. I am still having endless troubles between me and my parents continually. They are bitterly criticizing unconditionally the happenings passed. And sometimes they create a terror atmosphere and a sense of incongruity with a word that if I go to Shinchonji continually, they will take action with something.
There are not any children who don't love one's parents. And also there are not any parents who don't love their children. Their actions using mind of person with love are suitable for getting punished definitely. I hope that people must not exist any more who are suffered and are killed by the Conversion pastor and his group. Please pay attention to these appeals in the mass communication and please acknowledge that to tell a word thoughtlessly can get sick the person who listen the words. I hope you to know these situations and please make the surroundings of the circumstance to live justifiably and safely as a nation of a country.
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